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Money honey~♥

Dun ''lou heii'' on the person tat not worth...
i will plan for revenge bak~
let talk something tat i current happen now...
herm... i work as JTI promoter...
noe JTI?? '' camel, winston, mild seven.....etc brand cigarette..d company''
not bad...fun sometime...haha...can noe more different people... 
and d payment are more thn the job last time i done..^^
wakakaka... i muz find more job n more high payment...
i dun wan ask money from my family again...aarrhh~
money honey~ come to me~~♥


last week...i have realize something....
there must have something that no 1 can help on u...
''money'' is 1 of it...ask for family...there will say so much on u...
friend ofcoz wont borrow money to u everytime...
and boyfriend oso... so...
u wan money? u had to earn it urself....


hope i cn do tat...add oill~ ''winks''

Copy cat in my house...

wow...look lik i have damn long time didnt update my blog leh~>.<
lazy~ but today sudenli i have mood to update it...
a lovely sunday~ i sleep until 5pm juz now onli wake up...uuhuuu...
full of energy~ lolz..
once i wake up...i check on my phone...n facebook...
so disappointed...no message..miss call...==''
u didnt find me in a whole day ...AGAIN... T^T
thn...sudenli i saw a post...from my sis... about her blog...
ofcoz i click in to see what she blog maaa...
after i view on it...OMG!!! holly shittt......damnn!!!
she....she....she....copy all my post in my blog to her blog!!!!
and even my title..'' tresor de la memoire'' !!!!
what the......!!! Damn angry!!!
haix...my lovely Sunday ~ destroy by this 2 person...haix....
i hate u!!! evonne shek!!!!!!!! copy cat!!!!

CNY is coming to town!!!

Owww...yeah...~ ❤

CNY is just around the corner! 1 more week to go only...

cannot wait to receive angbao~

herm..but this year cannot spend all the angbao money...

had to save up some of it... ( hope i can control myself..lolx )

so sad...i hav not ready prepare yet...T^T

still got alot of stuff nt yet buy~ 

get my salary last week...but spend all...

and now still feel like not buying enuf...>.<

i haven buy my new shoe yet...and some other stuff...T^T

when is my second salary out ? hope it come faster...pray for it...

haix..NY just a reason to buy more...spend more jekk...

girls forever wont feel enuf when shopping...lolx

i have straightening my hair last 2 day~ 

erm...but...i tink i will dye it my self...

feel not to effort so much on my hair...hahaha

I'm poor maaa...

▪▪▪ ♡ ▪▪▪ ♡ ▪▪▪ ♡ ▪▪▪ ♡ ▪▪▪ ♡ ▪▪▪ ♡ ▪▪▪

dear...still rmb i said that i have something to tell you yesterday nite?

也并不是什么重要的事情...

只是...

前几天...突然想起...

我在你家通常都很夜才肯去睡的...

哈哈哈...可以说是天亮吧...

你知道为什么嘛？

呃~ 最近...我才知道...

因为...我不舍得...

不舍得闭上眼睛...

眼睛闭上了...就看不到你...

而且...也想让自己清醒的感受着你抱着我的时刻...

嘻嘻嘻...

以前...我总问你...

怎么你每次都一直盯着我看...==

现在...我了解到了...

这是一种乐趣...

一种幸福的乐趣....❤

虽然...我不能每天都粘着你...

陪在你身边...

可是...要记得~ 

''我是爱你的哦~'' ❤

''dear...i ♡ you...'' ^^

wat a fucking day...

我累了...

真的很累了...

你知道吗？

今天一早...

被投诉说生意很差...

没有办法...

继续努力去做...

就算我不舒服得要命...

胃痛又回来了...

晚上...

把daily sales 发了过去...

又被骂了...

今天生意真的很差...

我也不想的...

压力...

让我透不过气了...

回到家...

又和你吵架了...

怎么会这样...

对不起...

我知道我这几天都很迟回家...

没陪到你...

我真的觉得很抱歉...

总丢下你一个...

你不开心...是当然的...

i am so so sorry...

beside than this...i duno what i can say

我很想去哄你..

可是..

我真的没力气了...

我更想你可以哄我...

可是...

不可能...
对不起...
是我忽略了你
忽略了原来你也想有人陪的时候

我想...

把头狠狠的撞向墙壁...

好好发泄...

但是...

更想在你怀抱里大哭...大闹...

我也只是个普通的女生

我一点都不坚强

1 + 1 = ❤

Sorry for alway late update...

really have abit of lazy...>,<

herrm...another new sem nw...

actually i had to attend to my class on monday...

but ...so sad...i had accept a job for brand Hada Labo...tis week...

cant attend to college for whole week!!!...sad sad sad~

hope this week go faster...so that i can finish my job than attend 

to my class with those sohaii dearest classmate...^^

In this sem...our gang have left 1 member...T^T

Lin Lin is going to internship...

no more yam cha with he in college...and...

i had no wall to bang ~ T^T

but nvm...is ok....~

we still cn hang out alwiz...^^ miss u ya~

This is also the last sem for chloe...don ...daddy...n bla bla bla~

but nt me...T^T there are goin to intern after tis...haiix...

i still hav 6 more subject to go !! 

cant graduate with thm ...T^T 

Gooshhh.... hopeful tis sem goes slowly...

Okie...bak to me & my dear..

herm...we..juz lik normal...

owww...no no no...sweet lik normal~ lolz

hope we will maintain the sweetness till the end~ heehee

Dear, u noe that...y that day sudenli i so firm want to go find u?

heehee...bcoz... 

i really beh tahan that i damn damn damn MISS YOU!!!

1 + 1 = ❤

❤ = J + E

                  i love u...dear~

                                            all i want is just you...

okie...tat all for 2day~ 
ready to bed...still had to work 2molo...T^T 
nites~ ❤

2011 ...❤

Times flies...
31th December now...
Last day of 2010...!!!

2molo will be a new year for us...2011!!!

look bak to this year...

wat i get...wat i lost...n wat i done...

i get...

mature thinking...

a new college....

a new group of fren...

a new goal for my future...

a new guy...❤

who make me noe wat is fate...wat is care..wat is love...n wat is worried...

and d important !

i get more FAT !!!!

i lost...

herm...

i duno wat i had lost...

i think ...no~ XD

i done...

greater result in my new coll ! lolx...

everyone are growing up...

in a new year~ 

being old~ T^T

i am 21 soon !!!

however..

i hope everything....everyone will go smooth in 2011...

hope i can done everything more greater....^^

last...i hope me & u...cn still sweet n happy together for all coming soon years~ ❤

the last day of 2010...i hope can beside u until the 1st day of 2011.. bt cant...
i am so sorry~ i miss u, dear ...❤

我爱你...

刚才在外头...

突然很想对你说声'老公..我爱你'

很想快点回到家能对你说~

谁知到...回到家...你就刚出门了...

你早上答应过你会在家等我的...

又食言了...

最近我们一直一直在吵架...

闹得很不愉快...

小事一桩都能吵...

吵得让我觉得很厌倦了...

我也是女生啊...

都喜欢有人哄...

但你...每次吵架...

就一句..我不会哄...

就这样...算了...

我们之间到底发生了什么事？

是...吵架了感情会更深？

还是...缘分尽了？

老公...我们别再吵了...

好不好?

好像之前一样...

天天都开开心心...

甜甜蜜蜜的...

不好吗？

为了你...

我会尽量把脾气改好...

多体谅你...

我爱你...

Merry Christmas...2010

Merry Christmas...!!!
a romantic n peaceful day~

the 1st x'mas with u in 2010~
love u dear...muacxx...

hv a wonderful x'mas eve with my lovely frens ...
thx eric borrow out ur hse...
hv a great n fun nite...

my stomach still feel like..
full of liquor inside...
lolz.

New year -2011 is comming soon...
hope we can still hving fun lik yesterday~ ^^

tat all...nite peeps~

心酸の夜...

''请原谅我的野蛮..和任性...
 我知道有时会有点过火...
 但...我只不过是...
 希望..
 在任何我需要你的时候...
 你都可以在我身边...
 因为...我喜欢你的陪伴...''

原本还很期待快点放工...
可以回家把这句话告诉你...
谁知...却遇到你心情不好...
我真的不懂你今晚怎么了...
可是...你真的吓到我了...
我重来没有看过你这样...
突然有一种陌生的感觉...
开始觉得自己越来越不了解你...

心很酸...在哭泣...
眼泪不停的流...

朋友~ 醒醒吧...

朋友~
醒醒吧...
这个男人不值得...
不值得你为他流泪...
不值得你为他伤心...
不值得你为他等待...


值得的哪一个...
不会要你流泪...
要你伤心...
更不会要你等待...


别再期望他回来的那一天...
就算他再度回来...
也总有一天..再度离开你...
那...为什么你还要浪费时间....
浪费青春在他身上呢？
他是否还伤得你不够深呢？
你是不是想有被伤得爬不起来的那一天呢？


他不会珍惜你...
是他的损失...
总有一天...
他会因为失去了你而后悔...
而你...却会因为失去了他而得到解放...
也会...遇到懂得去珍惜你的哪一个~


醒醒吧...
别生活在回忆里...过去中...
在你身边~
有家人在支持你...
有朋友在安慰你...
别让你身边的人再为你担心了...


知道要你一次过放下...
是不可能的...
但是...别再犹豫了...
别让他变成你的烦恼...
霸占你的...脑袋...
你的心...
你的时间...
你的青春...
把和他的回忆...埋藏到心里的最深处...
至少你曾经拥有过...
甜蜜过...快乐过...


希望你能赶快...
收拾心情...
尝试过着没有他的生活...
我们都知道...
你是可以的....


你还有你的前途...
你的幸福...
在前面迎接你...


朋友...只要你需要...
我们永远都会在你身边...

я.ι.ρ

Yesterday~
me, jomy, chloe and don...
going to pavillion for...
nothing...
juz walking around ...

we saw a guy n a girl...
a handsome guy and a pretty girl...
juz look like a couple..
don noe them..
and told some story about them to us...
a complicated story...

today...
once i open facebook...
saw a message...
he was death...
omg... i juz saw him yesterday~
a real person walk infront of me...
today~ he was die?
and..yes...he is...
http://www.laksou.com/?m=nation_more&id=5371


http://www.facebook.com/note.php?note_id=181668725179222&id=754228704&ref=mf
the last note from him...Alviss..
he said tat...i love u...i said it i meant it...i'll love u till the moment i die...
now he reali can do that...as he promise...


although i dun noe him...
bt...i feel sad to hear it...
however...this he choice...
the way he choose...
d onli thing i can wish~


R.I.P ~
rest in peace...


希望你...
一路好走...

εхам Fιиιζн...

a short post here..
.
.
finally...
i finish my EXAM !!!! o(≧v≦)o
yahooooo~
so happy~
so excited~
holiday now...
hahahaha....
i wan enjoy the holiday~ !!!
.
.
bt i think cnt...T^T
i had to work hardly...
earn more money...
thn i can go shopping....
go travel with my dear~❤
^^

although ...
something unhappy are happen....
with dear in tis few day...
but ..this are end...
hope we can as sweet as last time...❤

love u~❤
.
.
and~
Good Luck to those who not yet finish the exam...
Ganbateh~ \(≧▽≦)/

just finish my second n third paper 2day...
i think...it was bad...T^T
Now...i am...emo-ing....?
herm...nt so...but dono why...
sudenli bcome moody...

感觉...
太过依赖你了...
不能这样...
凡事都必须靠自己...
要坚强点...
这样..就算失去了你..
我也可以好好的...

dono why..
i will alwaz think much n think negative when moody...
haiz...
i am happy juz nw...n sudenli...haix...
cn u giv bak d happy mood to me??
.
.
.
.
.
也许你并不知道...
这几天...
我是多么的想念你...

ϰ..sυск εxαм..ϰ

Examination period nw~ T^T

hatezzzz!! it is suck! 

just finish the 1st paper today~

3 more to go...==''

OMG...it was killing meeeee....

doing revision for tomorrow subject...

Communication and scholarship...  it was...SUCK !!!

damn hard to understanding it...==''

so...i need to brainstorm awhile...lolz...

i saw a page of note in facebook just nw...

a meaningful note ...to boys and girls...

❤

爱的感觉，总是在一开始觉得很甜蜜，

总觉得多一个人陪、多一个人帮你分担，

你终於不再孤单了，至少有一个人想著你、

恋著你，不论做什么事情，

只要能一起，就是好的....

...

....但是慢慢的，随著彼此的认识愈深，

你开始发现了对方的缺点，

於是问题一个接著一个发生，

你开始烦、累，甚至想要逃避，

有人说爱情就像在捡石头，

总想捡到一个适合自己的，

但是你又如何知道什么时候能够捡到呢？

他/她适合你，那你又适合他/她吗?

其实，爱情就像磨石子一样，

或许刚捡到的时候，你不是那么的满意，

但是记住人是有弹性的，

很多事情是可以改变的，

只要你有心、有勇气，

与其到处去捡未知的石头，

还不如好好的将自己已经拥有的石头磨亮，你开始磨了吗？

很多人以为是因为感情淡了，

所以人才会变得懒惰。

错！

其实是人先被惰性征服，

所以感情才会变淡的。

 其实爱、恨往往只是在我们的一念之间！

爱不仅要懂得宽容更要及时，

很多事可能只是在於你心境的转变罢了！

懂了吗？

当有个人爱上你，而你也觉得他不错。

那并不代表你会选择他。

我们总说：「我要找一个自己很爱很爱的人，才会谈恋爱。」

但是当对方问你，怎样才算是很爱很爱的时候，

你却无法回答他，因为你自己也不知道。

没错，我们总是以为，我们会找到一个自己很爱很爱的人。

可是後来，当我们猛然回首，我们才会发觉自己曾经多么天真。

假如从来没有开始，你怎么知道自己会不会很爱很爱那个人呢？

其实，很爱很爱的感觉，是要在一起经历了许多事情之後才会发现的。

或许每个人都希望能够找到自己心目中百分之百的伴侣，

但是你有没有想过『在你身边会不会早已经有人默默对你付出很久了，只是你没发觉而已呢？』

所以，还是仔细看看身边的人吧！他或许已经等你很久了

当你爱一个人的时候，爱到八分绝对刚刚好。

所有的期待和希望都只有七八分；剩下两三分用来爱自己。

如果你还继续爱得更多，很可能会给对方沉重的压力，让彼此喘不过气来，

完全丧失了爱情的乐趣。

所以请记住，

喝酒不要超过六分醉，

吃饭不要超过七分饱，

爱一个人不要超过八分

如果你也正在为爱迷惘，或许下面这段话可以给你一些启示：

爱一个人，要了解，也要开解；

要道歉，也要道谢；

要认错，也要改错；

要体贴，也要体谅；

是接受，而不是忍受；

是宽容，而不是纵容；

是支持，而不是支配；

是慰问，而不是质问；

是倾诉，而不是控诉；

是难忘，而不是遗忘；

是彼此交流，而不是凡事交代；

是为对方默默祈求，

而不是向对方诸多要求；

可以浪漫，但不要浪费；

`*不要随便牵手，

`*更不要随便放手

❤

cherish the person you love~ ❤

that all...had to continue revision for the fucking subject.... 

▪▪ ❤ ▪▪▪

i am bak from Seremban~ 
have a happy and sweet days there...❤
now i onli noe...
get married is a tiring thing...lolz
however....
Mandy~ congratulation!!!! ^^
feel happy to u~ u can stay 4ever with ur love ...❤
and now...u having baby!! the fruit of love with ur husband ~
remember take care to ur body~ thn birth a cute baby...

••❤•••❤•••❤•••❤••

回到了自几熟悉的地方...

反而有种厌倦...

寂寞的感觉...

很想回到你那里...

虽然陌生...

可是...你总无时无刻在我身边...

陪伴着我...

让我感受到你的存在...

因为有你的陪伴...

让我在陌生的地方也有安全感...

вгīδεsмаīδ.. ❤

Wooohooo...

2 more days...

i am going to Seremban...

for jomy sister~  ms.Mandy wedding! ❤

hahaha...and i will be her bridesmaid....!!!!

feel so happy...excited...and nervous...

...1st time be the bridesmaid leh~~

but i think Mandy will be more nervous n excited...

1st and the onliiii one time be the bride maaa...lolz~

i will stay in Seremban for few days...>.<

to stick with my dear~ ❤

okay~ tat all for today...❤

many thing to do...

 ''make up'' my camera...

manicure my nails ...

 and pack up my luggage..

and bla...bla...bla.....

❤

Fххх мч ωεīɡнτ...o0o

Arrrgghhhh.....!!!!!!!!!!

my weight!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

damn it !!!!!!!!!

juz bak from my aunt open hse...

wtf... keep heard sumting i dun like...

i noe...i noe i become fat ady...

bt...hw? i oso dun wan to be lik tis!

i ady wana try to keep it...

but it reali need sometime...

huh....so sad...T^T

and moody....@.@''

feel shameful to myself...

i dun wan become fat!!!! FML...

start today...i will reali do something on that...

i wan a slim body when CNY !!!!!!

i my confidence bak...

T^T

Etienna!!! you cn do it~

haix...i hope tat...oso...

sīск…

just wake up from a nap...

lolz...

herm...feel wan to blog...

but noting to blog...==''

ask me.. 'am i fine?'

nope..no at all...

i am sick!

omg...

so long time i didnt get sick...

but now...haix...

it was killing me...T^T

my throat dammn pain!

my head is so dizzy...

i tink i will get fever soon...

huh...T____T

however..i will drink more water..

i cnt let myself fell down..

i dun wan to let u worried bout me...

i will keep myself getting well soon...^^

ok..tat all for today...

had to take bath now..

then had to rushing up my assignment!

do your heart is full of me? 
p/s：i miss u so much~ ❤