Friday, January 21, 2011

CNY is coming to town!!!

Owww...yeah...~ ❤
CNY is just around the corner! 1 more week to go only...
cannot wait to receive angbao~
herm..but this year cannot spend all the angbao money...
had to save up some of it... ( hope i can control myself..lolx )
so sad...i hav not ready prepare yet...T^T
still got alot of stuff nt yet buy~ 
get my salary last week...but spend all...
and now still feel like not buying enuf...>.<
i haven buy my new shoe yet...and some other stuff...T^T
when is my second salary out ? hope it come faster...pray for it...

haix..NY just a reason to buy more...spend more jekk...
girls forever wont feel enuf when shopping...lolx

i have straightening my hair last 2 day~ 
erm...but...i tink i will dye it my self...
feel not to effort so much on my hair...hahaha
I'm poor maaa...

▪▪▪ ♡ ▪▪▪ ♡ ▪▪▪ ♡ ▪▪▪ ♡ ▪▪▪ ♡ ▪▪▪ ♡ ▪▪▪

dear...still rmb i said that i have something to tell you yesterday nite?

也并不是什么重要的事情...
只是...
前几天...突然想起...
我在你家通常都很夜才肯去睡的...
哈哈哈...可以说是天亮吧...
你知道为什么嘛?
呃~ 最近...我才知道...
因为...我不舍得...
不舍得闭上眼睛...
眼睛闭上了...就看不到你...
而且...也想让自己清醒的感受着你抱着我的时刻...
嘻嘻嘻...

以前...我总问你...
怎么你每次都一直盯着我看...==
现在...我了解到了...
这是一种乐趣...
一种幸福的乐趣....❤

虽然...我不能每天都粘着你...
陪在你身边...
可是...要记得~ 
''我是爱你的哦~'' ❤

''dear...i ♡ you...'' ^^

Saturday, January 08, 2011

wat a fucking day...

我累了...
真的很累了...
你知道吗?

今天一早...
被投诉说生意很差...
没有办法...
继续努力去做...
就算我不舒服得要命...
胃痛又回来了...

晚上...
把daily sales 发了过去...
又被骂了...
今天生意真的很差...
我也不想的...
压力...
让我透不过气了...

回到家...
又和你吵架了...
怎么会这样...
对不起...
我知道我这几天都很迟回家...
没陪到你...
我真的觉得很抱歉...
总丢下你一个...
你不开心...是当然的...
i am so so sorry...
beside than this...i duno what i can say
我很想去哄你..
可是..
我真的没力气了...
我更想你可以哄我...
可是...
不可能...
对不起...
是我忽略了你
忽略了原来你也想有人陪的时候

我想...
把头狠狠的撞向墙壁...
好好发泄...

但是...
更想在你怀抱里大哭...大闹...

我也只是个普通的女生
我一点都不坚强





Wednesday, January 05, 2011

1 + 1 = ❤

Sorry for alway late update...
really have abit of lazy...>,<

herrm...another new sem nw...
actually i had to attend to my class on monday...
but ...so sad...i had accept a job for brand Hada Labo...tis week...
cant attend to college for whole week!!!...sad sad sad~
hope this week go faster...so that i can finish my job than attend 
to my class with those sohaii dearest classmate...^^

In this sem...our gang have left 1 member...T^T
Lin Lin is going to internship...
no more yam cha with he in college...and...
i had no wall to bang ~ T^T
but nvm...is ok....~
we still cn hang out alwiz...^^ miss u ya~

This is also the last sem for chloe...don ...daddy...n bla bla bla~
but nt me...T^T there are goin to intern after tis...haiix...
i still hav 6 more subject to go !! 
cant graduate with thm ...T^T 
Gooshhh.... hopeful tis sem goes slowly...

Okie...bak to me & my dear..
herm...we..juz lik normal...
owww...no no no...sweet lik normal~ lolz
hope we will maintain the sweetness till the end~ heehee
Dear, u noe that...y that day sudenli i so firm want to go find u?
heehee...bcoz... 
i really beh tahan that i damn damn damn MISS YOU!!!




1 + 1 = ❤
❤ = J + E

                  i love u...dear~
                                            all i want is just you...




okie...tat all for 2day~ 
ready to bed...still had to work 2molo...T^T 
nites~ ❤

Thursday, December 30, 2010

2011 ...❤

Times flies...
31th December now...
Last day of 2010...!!!
2molo will be a new year for us...2011!!!
look bak to this year...
wat i get...wat i lost...n wat i done...

i get...
mature thinking...
a new college....
a new group of fren...
a new goal for my future...
a new guy...❤
who make me noe wat is fate...wat is care..wat is love...n wat is worried...
and d important !
i get more FAT !!!!

i lost...
herm...
i duno wat i had lost...
i think ...no~ XD

i done...
greater result in my new coll ! lolx...

everyone are growing up...
in a new year~ 
being old~ T^T
i am 21 soon !!!

however..
i hope everything....everyone will go smooth in 2011...
hope i can done everything more greater....^^
last...i hope me & u...cn still sweet n happy together for all coming soon years~ ❤

the last day of 2010...i hope can beside u until the 1st day of 2011.. bt cant...
i am so sorry~ i miss u, dear ...❤

Sunday, December 26, 2010

我爱你...

刚才在外头...
突然很想对你说声'老公..我爱你'
很想快点回到家能对你说~
谁知到...回到家...你就刚出门了...
你早上答应过你会在家等我的...
又食言了...

最近我们一直一直在吵架...
闹得很不愉快...
小事一桩都能吵...
吵得让我觉得很厌倦了...

我也是女生啊...
都喜欢有人哄...
但你...每次吵架...
就一句..我不会哄...
就这样...算了...


我们之间到底发生了什么事?
是...吵架了感情会更深?
还是...缘分尽了?

老公...我们别再吵了...
好不好?
好像之前一样...
天天都开开心心...
甜甜蜜蜜的...
不好吗?

为了你...
我会尽量把脾气改好...
多体谅你...


我爱你...

Saturday, December 25, 2010

Merry Christmas...2010

Merry Christmas...!!!
a romantic n peaceful day~

the 1st x'mas with u in 2010~
love u dear...muacxx...

hv a wonderful x'mas eve with my lovely frens ...
thx eric borrow out ur hse...
hv a great n fun nite...

my stomach still feel like..
full of liquor inside...
lolz.

New year -2011 is comming soon...
hope we can still hving fun lik yesterday~ ^^

tat all...nite peeps~

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

心酸の夜...

''请原谅我的野蛮..和任性...
 我知道有时会有点过火...
 但...我只不过是...
 希望..
 在任何我需要你的时候...
 你都可以在我身边...
 因为...我喜欢你的陪伴...''

原本还很期待快点放工...
可以回家把这句话告诉你...
谁知...却遇到你心情不好...
我真的不懂你今晚怎么了...
可是...你真的吓到我了...
我重来没有看过你这样...
突然有一种陌生的感觉...
开始觉得自己越来越不了解你...

心很酸...在哭泣...
眼泪不停的流...